The past two weeks have been hard. Really hard. Dealing with continuing headaches and with discouragement about our house still not selling so we can move to Arkansas to help care for my Daddy overwhelmed me. I began to wonder if I would ever be without a headache again and if our house would ever sell. I just couldn’t seem to shake the feelings. Once again I began to look at the circumstances and not to my God Who does the impossible. This time it all seemed to loom so much darker over me. Though I still believed that the Lord would overcome the world in His perfect timing, I was so tired and frustrated because His perfect timing seemed so far away. Like the psalmist I asked the Lord “How long, O Lord?” (Ps. 13:1) Everything just seemed so endless. It was just so hard.
Today the Lord brought me to a place of deliverance again as He showered me with His Word and His music. Through worship and praise and by His grace He lovingly assured me that He has heard my cries and is taking care of me as I wait. I was broken before Him as I again surrendered these things to Him and found healing in Him. I received His peace and have been enabled once again to live in His Light. How precious He is to show His great love for me in this way. Although I still don’t know when He will do these things, I do know that He WILL do them. He has already given me scriptures to assure me of His faithfulness in these matters. By His grace I again will wait upon Him. I am always humbled by His mercy in my life. Thank You, Lord...
“Peace I leave with you, My peace I give you. I do not give to you as the world gives. Do not let your hearts be troubled and do not be afraid.” John 14:27
“And my God will meet all your needs according to His glorious riches in Christ Jesus.” Philippians 4:19
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