Well, here we go again... the next part of the journey with the Lord about my headache. I had so hoped that the Lord would reveal the source (or tell my neurologist what test to run now) of my headache, but He did not. Just another attempt to simply get rid of the pain with medication without any understanding of what is causing it. I assume it is not time for Him to reveal the cause of my headache. Unless I have misunderstood the Lord’s Word to me about my headache, He has told me that He will “declare what it is and present it”. So again I wait on Him as He goes forth with the discovery process for the cause of my headache. Lord, I need more of Your peace and grace to walk with You further on this journey. The saga goes on.
Today the Lord took me to eat lunch at the deli in the nearby hospital before my neurologist’s appointment. Good food and a great time at their Book Fair. After the Book Fair I went to the gift shop where the Lord showed me a man with a walking stick to help him keep balanced following a stroke. It was so obvious to me that the Lord was again showing me that He and I are on this journey walking together. Then He took me to the chapel in the hospital where I sat on the pew and drank in the stained glass window of Christ holding a lamb in his arms. Such a loving picture of the Lord’s care for me as He is holding me in His arms throughout my lifetime journey with Him. I prayed and once again surrendered my headache and health to Him. I surely do not want anything but His will, despite the fact that times are hard and I’m still hurting all the time. Just as He has taken care of me these many years, He will continue to hold me in His arms as we walk through this part of our journey. He will never leave me nor forsake me and will work all of this together for good because I love Him and am called according to His purpose. How can I not follow Him wherever He leads me? I am His forever and there is no other that I need to or want to go to in my life. He is my Lord and King and I will follow wherever He leads me. It’s as simple as that. By His grace I will go forth with Him... wherever He takes me.
“I will praise You, O Lord, among the nations; I will sing of You among the nations; I will sing of You among the peoples. For great is Your love, higher than the heavens; Your faithfulness reaches to the skies. Be exalted, O God, above the heavens, and let Your glory be over all the earth.” Psalm 108:3-5