Sunday, June 19, 2011

It's Time...

“Jesus looked at them and said, ‘With man this is impossible, but with God all things are possible.’”
It’s time for God to do the impossible.  I’m about to venture out with the Lord on an escapade that only the Lord can carry me through.  I’m about to see that the Lord can enable me to do things in spite of my health, things that only HE can do.  It will be an amazing time and one in which the Lord will show me more of Himself and His greatest glory.  May I keep my eyes on Him alone and come to know Him better in this time with Him.  What a gift this time will be.  Praise God from Whom all blessings flow.   

Saturday, June 11, 2011

The Next Step

A true diagnosis from the neurologist yesterday?  I don’t think so.  I believe the Lord has shown me in His Word that this new diagnosis of “new daily persistent headache” is not the true diagnosis for my headache, dizziness, etc.  In my spirit this new diagnosis just doesn’t “feel” right.  I truly believe that there is something else going on inside my brain.  However, for now, the Lord is letting me take two new medications to show the dr. that his diagnosis is not correct.  Guess I’ll find out more in five weeks when I return to the neurologist.  God is working.  I’m so curious to find out what He is doing.  He will indeed guide us into all Truth about this problem in my brain. God is in control.  By His grace I will follow Him and persevere by His side and keep my eyes on Him.  It is the only way I will make it through. Thank You, Lord, for Your love, wisdom, discernment and faithfulness to carry me through.  Praise Him from Whom all blessings flow.
“The Lord will surely comfort Zion and will look with compassion on all her ruins; He will make her deserts like Eden, her wastelands like the garden of the Lord...”  (Isaiah 51:3)

Wednesday, June 8, 2011

Long Week...

Time seems to be creeping by as I wait until Friday to see the neurologist again.  Once again I am eager to find out my test results and find out if the Lord will name His Gift to me.  Also praying fervently for peace and grace to receive His Gift.  By His grace I will wait.  It’s what I must do but I cannot do it apart from Him and His all-sufficient grace.  He is hiding me under the shadow of His wing while I wait.  He is a merciful, gracious and compassionate God and Abba Father.  This is His Word to me this morning.....
“So then, banish anxiety from your heart and cast off the trouble of your body...”  (Ecclesiastes 11:10)
Do this in my life, Lord.  My humanity wants to worry, but, in You, I can have peace.  May it be so, Abba Father.  I love and trust You in all things.