“For My thoughts and not your thoughts, neither are your ways My ways,” declares the Lord. As the heavens are higher than the earth, so are My ways higher than your ways and My thoughts than your thoughts.” Isaiah 55:8-9
I could hardly believe it, Lord.... the resurgence of the symptoms of my bladder disease. I had thought that You had completely healed my disease, however You had only put my symptoms into remission. After 5 years of no symptoms, I assumed that I would never have to deal with all of this again. Well, I was wrong. Once again I am re-working my entire diet to accommodate this disease and also taking daily medication to help better control the symptoms that have re-appeared. I have to tell You that You really blind-sided me with this, Lord. Dealing with this again as well as the constant headache should be more than I can do except for You, dear Lord..... By Your grace You will make it all possible. I have no idea how but You will. That’s just what You do for Your children and this is how You started doing that for me.
“O LORD, You have searched me and You know me. You know when I sit and when I rise; You perceive my thoughts from afar. You discern my going out and my lying down; You are familiar with all my ways. Before a word is on my tongue You know it completely, O LORD. You hem me in—behind and before; You have laid Your hand upon me. Such knowledge is too wonderful for me, too lofty for me to attain. Where can I go fromYour Spirit? Where can I flee from Your presence? If I go up to the heavens, You are there; if I make my bed in the depths, You are there. If I rise on the wings of the dawn, if I settle on the far side of the sea, even there Your hand will guide me, Your right hand will hold me fast. If I say, “Surely the darkness will hide me and the light become night around me,” even the darkness will not be dark to You; the night will shine like the day, for darkness is as light to You. For You created my inmost being; You knit me together in my mother’s womb. I praise You because I am fearfully and wonderfully made; Your works are wonderful, I know that full well. My frame was not hidden from You when I was made in the secret place. When I was woven together in the depths of the earth, Your eyes saw my unformed body. All the days ordained for me were written in Your book before one of them came to be. How precious to me are Your thoughts, O God! How vast is the sum of them! Were I to count them, they would outnumber the grains of sand. When I awake, I am still with You. Psalm 139:1-18
“Have I not commanded you? Be strong and courageous. Do not be terrified; do not be discouraged, for the Lord your God will be with you wherever you go.” Joshua 1:9
This walk with You just gets more and more intense, Lord. One day (moment) at a time, sweet Jesus... one step at a time.